New life | Unfiltered

School is done for now, phD? I don’t kn0w. Maybe, but why, and what? I don’t know what to study.

got a job, very thankful for that. Trying to keep it interesting and keep learning.

Love life you ask me. End of a tragic situationship, still trying to wrap my head around it.

Extraciricular, Poetry and writing, working on a movie, I don’t know. I have lost touch with something since six seven months or so.

Body movement, trying to do that more.

There is agony to do more in life, the need to be more for myself and make it purposeful.

Materialistic needs are easy, maybe a house, but other than that what. Travel a little.

Solitude and existing in me life and the world is somewhat difficult in times. But I guess that is okay.

The other day I was sleeping and suddenly I realized I get to sleep in quiet and sound environment where I don’t have to worry about a bomb being dropped near me or on me. There are people who can’t have that. Life is precious and it is privilege. Is it all luck? Why am I here and in this family and why are some people there. They deserve all the things I deserve, but they don’t have the access.

As the brightness of the daylight decreases

The blinding white of the sun, walking towards the horizon, turns yellow, maybe orange, or maybe both.

The sky above turns more blue.

You might as well think that it is the best day of your life.

Maybe there is nothing as beautiful as the sunset at the beach.

She said, “you have not seen sunrise on the mountains.”

As the sun pierces through the dense cloud and fall of the snowy mountain

Plating it gold

I don’t know

Right now sunset at the beach is the best

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LOL

Before when I decide to write, my mind would be in good state for the words to flow. I don’t know what is happening. Anyways, I will keep trying for now.

For now checklist have to do.

Hope life is going okay 🙂

p.s. trying to memorize names of all the countries. 174 for now. why? i don’t know. wasting time. I ask myself that.