I want to write

I want to write in this quite night so I can sleep tight without any thoughts in my mind. Yet this exam night is taking away my words. I guess that is fine because this is my choice. To be here and to do what I am doing. I have numbers and chemical process in my head. If math and science were people I’d ask them to give equation of my life. The tragectory with minimum discrepancy. But life is like a chaos theory, where a small decision made somewhere in the world or an event that might have happend somewhere will slowly affect my life and has the potential to change my life. I kind of know what I will apporximately do everyday, but to have zero randomness is quite impossible. Cheers to this randomness.

-A